Well I can't sleep. There are a lot of random thoughts on my mind that I keep dwelling on.
1. I miss sheep. Playing with the lambs at Mount Vernon reminded me of them. When Spring started up I really missed watching lambs bounce on their mothers back. That Sheep Productions class has to be one of my favorite classes I ever took.
2. Religion can be the greatest and then most horrible thing ever. Probably have taken years and years away from my life stressing over it. But have also had the best times because of it.
3. Have been bad not signing up for a school yet. Truth be told I am really dreading leaving Maryland. I hear about all these classes taught at UMD and feel so bad to leave. Just wish that it wasn't so hard to transfer credits. Oh well maybe in a Masters program can go somewhere. Get so many emails about internships that I would qualify for. Utah I got nothing. I wanted to get some agriculture experience but they just had jobs that required previous experience.
5. Before I came to the East I was well aware that people outside of Utah usually don't get married till later twenties, thirties. I've gotten a few people that have assumed things like wow it must be so hard. And wow your parents have must have been so sad. I don't think I got married so young further back generations have gotten married a lot younger. With current society and such I feel like maybe we could have done with another year or two. But most of the time I don't think so. Just going to college or coming here I was still well aware of the fact that I really didn't know what I was doing or planning on doing. I think just time and actual action it what solves that. Maryland has also been a big help on that. This intern for the smithsonian has been amazing. I've seen a lot of different routes I can take. As for my husband still figuring things out.
1. I miss sheep. Playing with the lambs at Mount Vernon reminded me of them. When Spring started up I really missed watching lambs bounce on their mothers back. That Sheep Productions class has to be one of my favorite classes I ever took.
2. Religion can be the greatest and then most horrible thing ever. Probably have taken years and years away from my life stressing over it. But have also had the best times because of it.
3. Have been bad not signing up for a school yet. Truth be told I am really dreading leaving Maryland. I hear about all these classes taught at UMD and feel so bad to leave. Just wish that it wasn't so hard to transfer credits. Oh well maybe in a Masters program can go somewhere. Get so many emails about internships that I would qualify for. Utah I got nothing. I wanted to get some agriculture experience but they just had jobs that required previous experience.
5. Before I came to the East I was well aware that people outside of Utah usually don't get married till later twenties, thirties. I've gotten a few people that have assumed things like wow it must be so hard. And wow your parents have must have been so sad. I don't think I got married so young further back generations have gotten married a lot younger. With current society and such I feel like maybe we could have done with another year or two. But most of the time I don't think so. Just going to college or coming here I was still well aware of the fact that I really didn't know what I was doing or planning on doing. I think just time and actual action it what solves that. Maryland has also been a big help on that. This intern for the smithsonian has been amazing. I've seen a lot of different routes I can take. As for my husband still figuring things out.





